bring on the new year

wow, this year has gone by pretty fast. it's weird to look back on it all and think about everything that has happened. how many times i've been disappointed and/or let down. how many new people i've met, how many new rushes i've had. i have to think about where i was tis time last year and where and WHO i am now... then i can really appreciate the changes i've made in myself. now for the past few years, i haven't really thought of any good new year's resolutions but this year i really know what i want to change about myself and how i'm going to do it. my resolution is to think about myself more often, and do thing in MY interest instead of giving everyone all my strength and effort only to receive little or none in return. i know how i'm going to do this, i'm going to refuse to take shit over and over again from people who claim to care about me... *cough* *cough* and the next time something happens, i'll stop it, i'll break off that friendship that clearly isn't important to them. i mean, if you really cared about someone then you think that you would try to avoid anything that would upset that person, hurt that person or damage your friendship with that person, but apparently not. :/ so this coming year, i will look out for myself and keep my enemies close, but my FRIENDS closer. yes, my f r i e n d s . so, bring on the new year.

happy new year
Laura xx