«when the lights are dimming»

valentines day is this Saturday :/
oh joy. so, let fill blog with some clichés, i may as well right. well, here it goes; i hate v-day, but i love it too. i love the sweets, and the candy and the hugs and the kisses and the heaerts and the love and the like and the asking-outs and the smiles. but i hate the "being alone" and the rejections and the lack of love too. ugh, i hate it and love it so so much. poem?
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I know what it's like;
to be surrounded
to be alone
to want it all
and to have nothing

I know how it feels;
to be loved
to be hated
to do so much
and have little to show for it

I know how;
to laugh
to force a smile
to be honest
and then pretend i don't care

I know that
people are true
people are false
people are people
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god that sucked

happy living
Laura xx